I won't hold my tongue.
I'm not okay without you here.
I guess what's done is done.
I just feel so exposed without you near.
And I won't say that I'm okay,
'Cause you taught me not to lie,
So know that I'll miss you everyday.
Pre-Chorus
You always taught me to be good,
And always do my best to be selfless
But I know that God is holding you
And I am so damn jealous,
'Cause I miss your arms around me
And the way you make me laugh.
Now I'm stuck inside this prison that says
You're never coming back.
So I'm sitting in my room
As I try to write this song.
I'm so sorry that it's not good enough.
It's just that everything seems wrong,
And I keep bursting into tears
Because the pain won't go away,
Because the father took my best friend
And said she cannot come out to play
Anymore.
I won't hold my tongue.
I'm not okay without you here.
I won't hold my tongue.
I'm not okay without you here.
I won't hold my tongue.
I'm not okay without you here.
I guess what's done is done.
I just feel so exposed without you near.
And I won't say that I'm okay,
'Cause you taught me not to lie,
So know that I'll miss you everyday.
Pre-Chorus
You always taught me to be good,
And always do my best to be selfless
But I know that God is holding you
And I am so damn jealous,
'Cause I miss your arms around me
And the way you make me laugh.
And now I'm stuck inside this prison that says
You're never coming back.
And now I'm sitting in my room
As I try to write this song.
I'm so sorry that it's not good enough.
It's just that everything seems wrong,
But I will try my best to be good
So I can pay my way,
Straight through the pearly gates
Into your arms so we can play
Once more.
Grandma, Uh, I love God with all my heart
And uh, The only reason that isn't
Stated in my life is because of you
And I really don't understand it God
When you were the only person
That ever understood a thing I ever said
How to deal with this anymore
And, I'm just really not okay with this
And I miss you and I understand you're in heaven
But I don't want to be selfish
I don't want you to be in heaven
I want you to be here
What am I supposed to do now
That's all I'm asking