Chords
I Won't Say That I'm Okay

Key: G

Introduction:  G   C   G   C  

                   G 
I won't hold my tongue.
                                           C 
I'm not okay without you here.
                                 G 
I guess what's done is done.
                                                               C 
I just feel so exposed without you near.
 Am                                                               C 
      And I won't say that I'm okay,
 Am 
      'Cause you taught me not to lie,
                                                                       C     D 
So know that I'll miss you everyday.
Pre-Chorus
                         G 
You always taught me to be good,
And always do my best to be selfless
               C 
But I know that God is holding you
And I am so damn jealous,
                   Am 
'Cause I miss your arms around me
And the way you make me laugh.
                   D 
Now I'm stuck inside this prison that says
You're never coming back.
                   G 
So I'm sitting in my room
As I try to write this song.
                 C 
I'm so sorry that it's not good enough.
It's just that everything seems wrong,
                       Am 
And I keep bursting into tears
Because the pain won't go away,
                           D 
Because the father took my best friend
And said she cannot come out to play
                   G     C     G     C 
Anymore.
                   G 
I won't hold my tongue.
                                           C 
I'm not okay without you here.
                   G 
I won't hold my tongue.
                                           C 
I'm not okay without you here.
                   G 
I won't hold my tongue.
                                           C 
I'm not okay without you here.
                                 G 
I guess what's done is done.
                                                               C 
I just feel so exposed without you near.
 Am                                                               C 
      And I won't say that I'm okay,
 Am 
      'Cause you taught me not to lie,
                                                                         C     D 
So know that I'll miss you everyday.
Pre-Chorus
                         G 
You always taught me to be good,
And always do my best to be selfless
               C 
But I know that God is holding you
And I am so damn jealous,
                   Am 
'Cause I miss your arms around me
And the way you make me laugh.
                           D 
And now I'm stuck inside this prison that says
You're never coming back.
                           G 
And now I'm sitting in my room
As I try to write this song.
                 C 
I'm so sorry that it's not good enough.
It's just that everything seems wrong,
                       Am 
But I will try my best to be good
So I can pay my way,
                       D 
Straight through the pearly gates
Into your arms so we can play
             G 
Once more.

 G 
Grandma, Uh, I love God with all my heart
         C 
And uh, The only reason that isn't
                                                                       G 
Stated in my life is because of you
And I really don't understand it God
         C 
When you were the only person
That ever understood a thing I ever said
                                                             G 
How to deal with this anymore
And, I'm just really not okay with this
       C 
And I miss you and I understand you're in heaven
                                                             G 
But I don't want to be selfish
I don't want you to be in heaven
                                             C 
I want you to be here
What am I supposed to do now
                                             G  C  G  C 
That's all I'm asking