Since I was 17
I`ve always hated my body
And it feels like my body`s hated me
Can somebody find me a pill
To make me un-afraid of me?
Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch
Don´t like to talk about my feelings
I take another hit, I find another fake fix
´Cause it´s easier than healing
I don´t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
Since I was 22
I´ve been with somebody who loves me
And I´ve been tryna believe it´s true
But my head always messes up my heart
No matter what I do
Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch
Don´t like to talk about my feelings
I take another hit, I find another fake fix
´Cause it´s easier than healing
I don´t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
I don´t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
I´m so scared of having something to lose
But I don´t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy (Maybe, yeah)
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy