Key: E
Introduction:
E B
Since I was 17
G#m F#
I`ve always hated my body
E B
And it feels like my body`s hated me
G#m
Can somebody find me a pill
F#
To make me un-afraid of me?
E B G#m
Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch
F#
Don´t like to talk about my feelings
E B G#m
I take another hit, I find another fake fix
F#
´Cause it´s easier than healing
E B
I don´t wanna be this way forever
G#m F#
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
E B
Every time I try, I always stop me
G#m F#
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
E B
Since I was 22
G#m F#
I´ve been with somebody who loves me
E B
And I´ve been tryna believe it´s true
G#m
But my head always messes up my heart
F#
No matter what I do
E B G#m
Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch
F#
Don´t like to talk about my feelings
E B G#m
I take another hit, I find another fake fix
F#
´Cause it´s easier than healing
E B
I don´t wanna be this way forever
G#m F#
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
E B
Every time I try, I always stop me
G#m F#
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
E B
I don´t wanna be this way forever
G#m F#
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
E B
Every time I try, I always stop me
G#m F# E B
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
G#m F# E B
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
G#m F# E
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
I´m so scared of having something to lose
E B
But I don´t wanna be this way forever
G#m F#
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
E B
Every time I try, I always stop me
G#m F# E B
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
G#m F# E B
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy (Maybe, yeah)
G#m F# E
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy