Well, it starts here Trying my best Not to say what you don't want to hear But it's all right You can cover your, cover your ears. Face my fears Just once a year The feeling I get When I want to return everything That's in my life I'll be busting at the seams. It's a gamble either way If you play your cards It's another tidal wave I'll be waiting with my eyes closed. No, I don't want to be The one who lives a lie But never knew it. We're just a world away from where I can feel like I've never felt before So lock the door. You want to see me disappear