You know sometimes I think god
Is playing a little game with me
Looking down from heaven laughing
Tryina see how much I can take
Because the way things go its like a joke
Nobody's had more shots at moon and missed than me
It's like I got my life stuck stuck on rewind
Trying to makes something of myself life's got something else in mind
I'm fighting a losing game and I'm biding my time
You won't be my man do I understand no stop
I don't want to hear another word about your 'why not's' I bought
Your bullshit it all before now you trying to sell me more babe
A Man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose
Sold my soul long ago nothing left to choose
I'm tired tired of singing the blues
I'm tired oh oh oh oh
I'm walking down the streets you wouldn't know what I was thinking
It's just another white girl day hey ribbons in my hair
and I am sinking down
A double life a sordid past and I am drinking now
I want to be bad
You say you were glad to see me shut up
I don't want to know another thing you think you know about me
I'm not who you think I am smiling but I ain't happy
A man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose
Sold my soul long ago nothing I can choose
I'm tired tired of singing the blues
I'm tired oh oh oh oh
Oh my super God I can't turn off my mind
It's like a ticking time bomb
trying to kill me from inside I mean day and night
I've felt this way before I've known the depths of desperation
My boyfriend says I'm like an old movie star
with loneliness as my occupation
I know that he's right but I don't care tonight
I want to be bad I want to be bad I can't stop
I keep running around the same town knocking you down I'm fucked
How can I get out when there's nowhere to go for miles around
A man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose
Sold my soul long ago nothing I can choose
I'm tired tired of singing the blues
tired oh oh oh oh
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