I wish I could be the way that you see me
I wish I could dream the same time you're sleeping
Open up and be the way that you see me
I wish I could dream the same time you're sleeping
I wish we had the same dreams but I haven't been dreamin'
I got a clouded darkness over me, suppressing my feelings
I'm seeking meanings of Earth, show me the places to search
It's way harder seein' clearly when my hand's up your skirt
When it's over, I'll be sittin' inside my car
And regrettin' all that I did, write a tally on my heart
Yeah, I hope you leave me soon 'cause I keep getting more attached
Just whisper me to sleep, just slip the knife in my back, uh
But when I close my eyes the silence gets too much
Isn't it lovely the way it works for us?
But when, but when
My mentality actually going shit, uh
Watching all their happiness, I'm practically sick
Yeah, you don't see that I'm a kid
with all these problems evolving inside of me
I'm seeing two of you and you don't see a single flaw in me, yeah
Openin' and closing the book, I'm tryna learn from it
I believe in healing it, but nothing is permanent
Wisdom what I'd like, my decision-making game is weak
Weaker than you think, I am not nowhere close to what I wanna
Be (Be, be, be, be, be) the way that you see me
I wish I could dream the same time you're sleeping
I wish I could be the way that you see me
I wish I could dream the same time you're sleeping
But when I close my eyes the silence gets too much
Isn't it lovely the way it works for us?
Every second I mess up for like the third time
you shoulda left the first time the worst time
and everything decrepit but its alright
I swear that you're the pinnacle, feelings for you ain't minimal
They overflow, they never oversowed, I wasn't into
All my BS, workin' on my patience
Day feel like a week, I come back giving you the same shit
You're parents probably hate me, staying can be dangerous
'Cause my love is potent, only you can help me change it, yeah
But when I close my eyes the silence gets too much
Isn't it lovely the way it works for us?
But when, but when