Staring at the wall
I never thought this would be so hard
I always had hoped that you
Did not want it this way
But no matter how hard I try you always
Pushed me away.
You said you loved me but
How was I supposed to know? (How was I supposed to know)
When you left me here
You left me here alone?
Do I ever even cross your mind
Just for second?
Do you know I'm alive?
You know I would let you in but you threw everything away.
So tell me what did you get from all of these years of pain?
How was I supposed to know? (How was I supposed to know)
When you left me here
You left me here alone?
Do I ever even cross your mind
Just for second?
Do you know I'm alive?
If you would've been there, (if you would have been there)
If you would've stuck around, (if you would have stuck around)
If you would've been there when I needed you
You would've been
You would've been so proud!