I go to bed every night
I don't get an ounce of sleep
‘Cause i'm too busy thinking about how one day I'll be stuck in a coffin
And how that comforts me
No, I shouldn't take comfort in such morbid things
My self-loathing is proving to be too much
I’ve been to unhappy for so long
Nothing can take me out of this shitty stuff
Wanna give me the self-confidence
The kind you wish you had
You said you wanna make me happy
But i feel so god damn sad
And it has nothing to do with you
And at times, that I don't care
But you have to understand that I’m broken beyond repair
As angsty as it sounds I am broken beyond repair
‘Cause music make my headache
And nothing makes my heart ache
Like you did back in june
And those songs that i wrote back then
Are no longer relevant
‘Cause i'm still trapped inside of my cocoon
And it's the last time I act on impulse, for sure
Like I did on that halloween night
As soon as those words came out of my mouth
No, it didn't feel alright
Fell in and out of love in just under six months
Now, everything I once felt now is gone
And i'm sorry
For turning it into a Song