'Cause I'm so, so done Guardin' my tongue, holdin' me back I'm livin' the way that I want 'Cause I'm so, so done Fighting myself, goin' through Hell I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want I lost control over all my energy Done so much damage to my heart I've given in, I've changed my identity I didn't mean to go so far, umm-mm Oh my God (God) I wish (Wish) I could be (Be) better than this My God, wish (Wish) I could be (Oh-oh) 'Cause I'm so, so done Guardin' my tongue, holdin' me back I'm livin' the way that I want 'Cause I'm so, so done Fighting myself, goin' through Hell I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want Hmm, livin' the way Wonder how I could let you get in the way Oh no, oh-oh People keep changin' Faces why I'm so jaded Face it, I feel like I'm fadin' Takin' back, na-ah-ah-ah Oh my God (God) I wish (Wish) I could be Be better than this My God, wish Wish I could be Oh-oh 'Cause I'm so, so done Guardin' my tongue, holdin' me back I'm livin' the way that I want 'Cause I'm so, so done Fighting myself, goin' through Hell I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want I'm livin' the way that I want