Having trouble with
myself these days
I'm caged by my
despondent ways
I wake up late
leave early
But it's the crux
of me to communicate
cryptically But I
always speak softly
when I'm talking to you
My friends and my habits
so they stick to me like glue
But I always speak freely
when I'm venting to you
But it's no consolation
for the way that I act
I will push you away
I will push you back
And you say
"You should get
your shit together
You could be so much
better If you just get
you're shit together"
I know you're right
you're right
You see the ugly
parts I wish you
never knew It's
hard to sit and hide
when I'm always seeking
you Will you love me
still if I can't get
out of bed? Will you
love me still with
these sick thoughts
in my head?
And I should get my
shit together I could
be so much better if
I just get my shit
together I know that
I'm right I'm right
I know when I'm right
I know when I'm
right I'm right