Headlocked in this Hollywood armpit
Pushed along by ego driven bullshit
Dreaming of another place where I can ease my mind
The weather's always perfect here but I don't see the sunshine
And I'm not blind
I've been chasing that old story: rags to riches
Forgetting I've had riches to begin with
I was a good man in my good ol' days
But now it seems them good old days are done
The less I see my family, the more of a fucking scumbag I become
Verse
Before I asked you for your name
I would probably ask you if you had cocaine
The fuck I care about your life; I only care about mine
You ain't no potential wife; I'll only see you one time
So let's get high
I've been fucking with too many different bitches
Calling women bitches to begin with
I was a good man in my good ol' days
But now it seems them good old days are done
The less I see my family, the more of a fucking scumbag I become
Interlude
Verse
My life ain't over, not just yet
But it's much too late for me to not regret
The days and nights I've wasted, how I've spent my borrowed time
I wasn't raised to be so empty, selfish and unkind
I don't know why
If I knew God I'd ask him for forgiveness
And why he even put me here to begin with
I was a good man in my good ol' days
But now it seems them good old days are done
The less I see my family, the more of a fucking scumbag I become