4am and my head is against the wall
Countless times I've let myself feel this small
These words won't come out
But tomorrow I'll make sure they do
Make sure I don't halve my truths
Cause you know what? You're right
I'm a coward I'm wrong
I only know how to be brave through a song
Some late nights it seems like I can't even speak
At least I'm changing I know it's right for me
Instrumental
This whole time I've felt like a passerby
I counted road lines I waited for this place to die
Streetlights led me nowhere free
I had to give we had to live
I learned the hard way
And I'm still learning every day
Cause you know what? I'm right
It's been real it's been long
And now I'm moving on though I've still got my songs
Some late nights I feel like I finally know what's real
And that feeling is one that you can never steal
Driving home I found new beginnings in this place
We're told we're born we work we get old
Enough of that shit I wasted time
But you're not wasting mine no no
Yeah I remember sitting on your lawn
Some old day gone spouting dreams until the sun came up
I love those dreams just like you
But I wanna like myself right now too
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