I spend a lot of time above water
In fact, I spend most of my time in my room
Lately that's made me wonder
If I've given up on trying to be someone new
Because I don't like who I see
Each morning when I look in the mirror
In fact it's the only thing I fear
That I'm empty inside these bones
I'm not scared of ghosts
I embrace them all as friends
Because one day I'll be dead
And they will know my name
So I've been counting down my life
Existing in hours
To see what I have left
If I see 25, I'll be surprised
If I see 32, I'll take every letter I wrote to you
And bury them alive
If I see 44
Well I haven't thought that far