I see the world through eyes of desperation
Never knew how long I'd fall
But I fell through years and years of darkness
Still I cannot seem to hit the ground
I let my guard down and you caught me by surprise
Nothing is ever carved in stone
Will I spend my life wondering
What could have been
If I didn't throw it away
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path for myself
I've built my life upon decades of experience
I secure my every step, slowly I advance away from you
How can I forgive you when it wasn't your fault
Will I spend my life wondering