If I were afraid
would you shelter me from the storm?
or would you turn your head away?
and run until im torn?
I cant believe im saying this out loud
but I still feel alone.
Can you believe my words?
when I say
im better off gone.
And sometimes I cant think
of anything to say…
even when I begin to sink,
I believe I will find my way.
But then I remember
and I want to go away.
Can you believe my pleads
when I cry
for a reason from you to stay.
And I know we haven’t known each other very long
but every time I think of you, I feel like I belong.
Can you tell me please
where it is
that I went wrong.
If I was no longer here
would it matter enough for you to stall?
Or would you not really care
that I ever existed at all?
I can’t believe im feeling this
but I feel stuck in an endless hall.
Will it ever end?
Will I make it to the door?
or is this my final fall?
And I know I probably dont matter to you one bit
but every time I see you I find an empty spot in my heart where you would fit.
Can you tell me please
if theres an empty seat
by you, where I can sit?
Look at me
and tell me
am I even worth it?
If time was about to end
would I be just a person you missed?
And if you chose to save your friends
would I even be on your list?
I can’t believe im here with you
and we are divided by the mist.
Will it clear?
Will the sun shine through?
Will the darkness ever turn to bliss?
I know you never think about what you make me feel,
if only someday that fantasy would become real.
Can you tell me please
if you think I should end the deal?
See me here
in all
of
my pain.
Look away
and leave me
to die
in the rain.
If
only I knew
how you truly feel
about me.