Dear God, I'm writing this letter to you
'Cause I'm coming unglued, can you help me?
I'm sitting here, simply trying to figure out
What my life's all about, can you show me?
I never wanted to be the person you see
Can you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die but you kept me here alive
Is there more to who I am?
I lie awake conducting this symphony
That you have gifted to me but I can't ever sleep
Don't be mad but I get weak inside
And I start to fall apart 'cause I feel nothing
I never wanted to be the comic relief
Can you show me who I am
I've been tortured and scorned since the day that I was born
Can you tell me who I am
I never wanted to be the person you see
But thank you
Oh God, please tell me now
Are You disappointed, are you proud?
Haven't I done everything, everything?
I'm so sorry, I'm so weak and I turned into a freak
But I don't know anything, anything
I've lost all self esteem by burying everything
Still I feel nothing, nothing
Oh God, please tell me now please tell me now 'cause I feel nothing