When the throne of grace seems so far away,
And all I see is yesterday,
When I?d forgotten how to pray,
You created in me a storm of faith.
When my cold heart is turned to stone,
And fear and doubt are all I know,
When all my scars become unsewn,
My body aches for you alone
Heres my heart Lord I don?t want it
Heres my life Lord can you use it
By your blood theres healing now
By your blood theres no guilt now
Theres no guilt now.
When I am haunted by the future,
And I have no place to go,
When all my friends have cursed my name,
Come and be this orphans home.
Heres my heart Lord I don?t want it
Heres my life Lord can you use it
By your blood theres healing now
By your blood theres no guilt now
Theres no guilt now.
And I know you are my father,
You call me your kid.
I fought and laughed with you for hours,
You are my closest friend.
But now I see you as a lover,
I feel your heartbeat once again.
I lay down with you in flowers,
Come and burn me with your kiss.
(Repeat 2x getting progressively louder)