Letra Its Okay Not To Be Okay

Sitting by my window sill
Cigarette hanging out of my mouth
Smoke just disappears
I´m in so much pain right now
If medicine could mend a hurting heart
Or stop someone from falling apart
That would be nice because I´m dying
Dying for a new start
You don´t want me anymore
How my poor heart aches
I don´t know what love is for
When it always ends in heartbreak
But I´ll use my pain to write poetry
Lullabies to help me fall asleep
Cos´ I haven´t been sleeping
Since you´re no longer sleeping next to me
Swimming along through life like waves
Waves that are ten feet tall
The funny thing is I don´t know how to swim
They come over me as I fall
After the struggle I end up on the shore
Standing there asking myself
what it´s all for
Then I realize I´m still standing
After the storm
You don´t want me anymore
How my poor heart aches
I don´t know what love is for
When it always ends in heartbreak
But I´ll use my pain to write poetry
Lullabies to help me fall asleep
Cos´ I haven´t been sleeping
Since you´re no longer sleeping next to me
It´s okay not to be okay sometimes
Cos´ healing a heart takes time
You don´t want me anymore
How my poor heart aches
I don´t know what love is for
When it always ends in heartbreak
But I´ll use my pain to write poetry
Lullabies to help me fall asleep
Cos´ I haven´t been sleeping
Since you´re no longer sleeping next to me
Cos´ I haven´t been sleeping
Since you´re no longer sleeping next to me