Be pretty and don't make it look like you're trying
Told to be Esther when I felt like Goliath
When they were wrong I could never keep quiet
I searched for truth and had faith that I'd find it
Set myself on fire
Let myself be the liar
All the sundays I worried I'd disappoint my mom
'Cause I never understood some types of love being wrong
Something inside me was always steering left
What father picks a few just to leave the rest
I heard a voice inside my head, it disagreed
So if it wasn't god, well thank god it was me
Thank god it was me
They called me a sinner when I was a saint
Hiding in her bedroom praying depression away
Killing herself for eternal life
Losing her interests to be a good wife
Set myself on fire
Let them call me the liar
All the sundays I worried I'd disappoint my mom
'Cause I never understood a type of love being wrong
Something inside me was always steering left
What father picks a few just to leave the rest
I heard a voice inside my head, they disagreed
So if that wasn't god, if that wasn't god it was me
Thank god it was me
Me Thank god it was me
If it was god then I don't have worry
He'll know why I left, why I ran in a hurry
So either way I choose I'm not wasting my life
'Cause the voice in my head has always been right
All the sundays I worried I'd disappoint my mom
'Cause I never understood a type of love being wrong
Something inside me was always steering left
No father picks a few just to leave the rest