If it's okay
I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if it's alright
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending I am curled up at your side
See I'm circling in these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause I can't break it to my heart
And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in every single way