I hurt my self today to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain the only thing that's real
The need letears a hole the old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away but I remember everything
Refrain
What have I become, my sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
And you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorn son myliar's chair
Full of broken thoughts I can not repair
Beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears
You are someone else I am still righ there
Refrain
What have I become, my sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
And you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt
If I could start again a million miles away
I would keep myself I would find a way