It?s hard to be okay
When you don?t know what okay is.
You know it?s hard to be strong
when you don?t know what strong is
It?s hard trying to live
Not knowing what living is
It?s hard trying to move
Not knowing how to move
How can you do these things
When you really don?t know how
I need somebody to be my friend
But who?d be stupid enough?
I can?t be what I need to be
I can never be good enough
Don?t ask me if I?m okay
I don?t know how to be okay
Be okay
I want to be okay
But I don?t know how
I want to be strong
But I don?t think it?s possible
I want to live
But how do I live?
I want to keep moving
But I really don?t know how
How can you do these things
When you really don?t know how
I need somebody to be my friend
But who?d be stupid enough?
I can?t be what I need to be
I can never be good enough
Don?t ask me if I?m okay
I don?t know how to be okay
I?m not okay,
I?m not strong,
I?m not living
And I?m not moving.
I?m not okay.