Letra Final End

So is this final end?
The one I never asked for,
Even when I felt there were some things missing.
I'd rather have question marks
Then dealing with this aching heart
Then forever would be wishing
Someday you'll come back to say
Sorry I went away, but this time I'm here to stay
Instead I wake up in the same old dream
The one that just won't let me be
The one where I can hardly breath
And when I open up my eyes
I do my best not to be
surprised that you ain't here
I'm know that you won't come home
So is this final end?
The one you'd ask for cause again
You felt there was just one thing missing
You'd rather have an aching heart
then dealing with question marks
That are just a part of life
And will you deal with what you can feel
Or will you come runnin? back to me
Because every night I fall asleep
Tired of the massive grief
That has taken over me
And when I open up my eyes
I do my best not to be
surprised that you ain't here
I know that you won't come home
I know that you won't come home
I know that you won't come home
I know that you won't come home.