I´ve been through so many changes and I don´t know which way to go
Yet I´ve got it so together I can see with my eyes open or my my eyes closed
Late at night I cry and wonder why my life´s goin´, goin´nowhere
But during the day, everything is ok, I´m having it my way I say
My teachers tell me that I´m lost soul, in a black hole
But in my mind it tells me that I´m doing just fine
Oh if everything is peachy, why can´t anybody reach me
I´ve always said I don´t need anybody else
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I´m so confused
So confused
And I´m destined to lose
Unless I follow another way
Spent all my time looking for something never knew what for
Tried out all the options just to find more pain and hurt was in store
Been through it all but the one thing I still run from is You
I still remember about all the things my mama said that You could do
She said that if I only let You in my life
You could take away the sorrows and the emptyness inside
But to be true, the life I´m living it´s hard to let it go
Though I´ve spent my whole life learning there´s su much that I don´t know
I hear You calling telling me to leave it all behind
If I could only find the answers to the questions in my mind
I wonder could it be my mind´s not meant to understand
Maybe I should go with my heart and put my my life in Your hands
Surrender to You