N.C.
I want it to be like messy
I'm so insecure I think
That I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news
Of who likes me and who hates you
And I'm so tired that I might
Quit my job, start a new life
And they'd all be so disappointed
Cuz who am I, if not exploited?
And I'm so sick of seventeen
Where's my fuckin' teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time
"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
And I don't stick up for myself
I'm anxious and nothing can help
And I wish I'd done this before
And I wish people likеd me more
All I did was try my best
This thе kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (huh, huh, huh)(huh, huh, huh)
They say "These are the golden years"
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here
Yeah!
I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I'm perceived
I only have two real friends
And lately I'm a nervous wreck
Cuz I love people I don't like
And I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
And I can't even parallel park
All I did was try my best
This thе kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset(huh, huh, huh)
They say "These are the golden years"
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here
Yeah!
Just have a really good time
Yeah!
Got a broken ego, broken heart (God, it's brutal out here, And hey, it's brutal out here)
And God, I don't even know where to start