When you told me you were leaving
Well I couldn't feel my mouth
Because all I'll ever be is someone else
As I watched you walk away
I felt something in me change
My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away
So I drove home
At a hundred miles an hour
Just to see what it feels like to fly
I crashed my car
Into someone else's backyard
Just to see what it feels like to die
When you told me that you missed me
Well i couldn't close my eyes
Because I realized what it felt like to die
'Cause all you'll ever be
Is a nightmare and a wet dream
A reason to smile from six feet under ground
So I drove home
At a hundred miles an hour
Just to see what it feels like to fly
I crashed my car
Into someone else's backyard
Just to see what it feels like to die
So bathe me in pale flesh
Promise that I'll never be good again
And I hope you miss me when I'm gone
Because I can't hold on for too long
And I'm so scared of dying alone
That I'll kill myself right here, right now
And I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die