I haven't washed my hair in two weeks
Been getting mental health texts from my friends to check if I'm alright
They never show this shit in movies
So I say, "Yes" but it's a lie, I'm not alright
I'm not alright, I'm feeling
Low, low, low
Low, low, low
Low, low, low
I know, know, know
I don't belong here
I'm having a hard time
Stuck on the bathroom floor
And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying
I can do better
I can be better than this
I can do better
I can be better than this
M-m-my bed's a dirty pile of clothes
That's just been stackin' up for months
I have to force myself to eat and sleep and brush my teeth because
If I don't then I won't ever remember how to be
A human, I'm useless
I can't feel anything
I'm low, low, low
I know, know, know
I don't belong here
I'm having a hard time
Stuck on the bathroom floor
And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying
I can do better
I can be better than this
I can do better
I can be better than this
I can be better than this
I can do better (I can do better)
I can be better than this (feel better)
I can do better (I can do better)
I can be better than this
I don't belong here
I'm having a hard time
Stuck on the bathroom floor
And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying
It's all a nightmare
I'm losing it big time
Been on this hamster wheel for the last four years
And I'm fucking tired
I can do better
I can be better than this
I can do better
I can be better than this