I'm obsessed with the thought of a better me
And I just think that I wanted two different things
Well, you'd think that it would come so easily
Yeah, last I checked, I'm still pretty hard to please
I put myself in a place where I didn't grow
Still regret the last thing that I wrote
I could hide away for a while and you'd never know
Won't you dig me up from here or just let me go?
I just wish I for once could feel invited
What could I say? Don't know if I could hide it
I just wish I for once could feel invited
What could I say? Don't know if I could hide it
And I'm barely coming down
Feel likе a bore to be around
No, I have nothing to say
Did you just now figurе out?
And I'm barely coming down
Feel like a bore to be around
No, I have nothing to say
Did you just now figure out?
Don't look back 'cause it won't fix anything
I second guessed every word that I wanted to say
You said I attract those things that caused me pain
Ooh, it's a trap and I was just standing in the way
And I'm barely coming down
Feel like a bore to be around
No, I have nothing to say
Did you just now figure out?
And I'm barely coming down
Feel like a bore to be around
No, I have nothing to say
Did you just now figure out?
What if I still want it?
Does that really even matter now?
What if I still want it?
Does that really even matter now?
What if I still want it?
Does that really even matter now?
What if I still want it?