My eyes closed, I'm barely awake, be honest, I'm too used to pain
So cold out, the sun's gone away, I can't tell if I've just gone insane
I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup, when I feel better, something just goes wrong
And nobody gets me, I live in a bad dream, the world's fucking ending and I'm only nineteen
Tomorrow's just ten hours away but I'm still stuck in yesterday
My mom took just one look at my face, am I okay? Oh
I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup, when I feel better, something just goes wrong
And nobody gets me, I live in a bad dream, the world's fucking ending and I'm only nineteen
I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup, when I feel better, nobody shows up
It's too hard to fix me, I'm late to the party, I feel so empty and I'm only nineteen