Tonight
I'm staring at the window
I got Brian Eno on the stereo
Tonight
You're gonna be my widow
The only way to get you back
Is to get you dressed in black
Cause I'm still a fraud
I'm still a fake
I'm self-absorbed
I don't talk straight
I'm full of shit
I'm full of lies
I can't be trusted
But I'll let you try
I'm insincere
And I'll let you down
Burn all my bridges
Jerk you around
And I am not honest
I'm way off track
You gave me chances
I gave them back
I guess you were right
I guess I was scared
But I'm too opaque
To show if I care
I'm quick to judge
I'm slow to change
I'll talk about you
When you're out of range
I wish I was different
I wish I was good
But no one can save me
Nobody should
Afraid of decisions
Afraid of love
Afraid of the future
All of the above
And I look for shortcuts
When conflict arises
All sleight of hand
Elaborate disguises
I lack respect
I lack intent
I know that I'm careless
And I won't relent
Cause I can't relent