I just wanna get so high, I forget my own name,
And this happens all the time so I treat it like a game,
Something eats away inside of me way deep up in my brain,
Knife fighting with anxiety; I brought a gun today,
Brought a young buck body, never more ready to play,
I’m a pop-punk shawty, even born down by the bay,
Mother says I'll make it and I trust what mother say,
Running, man, I can’t fake it any longer in this place,
Something is about to give but this time it will not be me,
I don’t wanna have to live inside of this hypocrisy,
I know who I am and what it is is what it used to be,
You just hold me back, you hold me down, you couldn’t grow with me,
Everybody wanna glow with me,
That’s why everybody want shows with me,
Everybody thinks they’re gonna blow with me,
'Cause it’s me - because it’s me,
Everybody always wanna glow with me,
That’s why everybody doing shows with me,
Everybody thinks they’re gonna blow with me,
'Cause it’s me, but you don’t know me,
You could never really know me - sorry but it’s true,
I'm not sorry 'cause it’s you; everything we said we’d do,
I'mma get it on my own - raise myself up out the roof,
Had me climbing out your chimney; I was covered in the soot,
Had me covered in the smoke wearing stupid man suits,
All my homies let me know, girl, this doesn’t suit you,
And I said that I would go but it was hard to choose to,
It’s so hard to be alone but it’s easier to do,
Everybody wanna glow with me,
That’s why everybody want shows with me,
Everybody thinks they’re gonna blow with me,
'Cause it’s me, but you don't know me,
I just wanna get so high, I forget my own name,
And this happens all the time so I treat it like a game,
Something eats away inside of me way deep up in my brain,
Knife fighting with anxiety; I brought a gun today,
Brought a young buck body, never more ready to play,
I’m a pop-punk shawty, even born down by the bay,
Mother says I'll make it and I trust what mother say,
Running, man, I can’t fake it any longer in this place,
Something is about to give but this time it will not be me,
I don’t wanna have to live inside of this hypocrisy,
I know who I am and what it is is what it used to be,
You just hold me back, you hold me down, you hold me back, you hold me down,