I can't explain it I can't find the words right now
But it feels I'm drowning with no water holding me down
The fear clenches up my fist, and I mourn this life I've never lived
With the feeling that they say would stop, but never did
And these tears prick my eyes no matter the place or the time
Oh how they fall and I really couldn't even say why
As the water meets my chin I still feel full to the brim
and I curse these eyes that can't seem to hold them in
And I feel tired all the time
I have a lover who calls me a woman, but I,
feel just like a child who needs cradling all of the time
And I know if this carries on I'll lose him to another woman
So I cross my hands to my heart and try to be calm
And I feel tired all the time
So tired all this longing for his touch
All I need is his love