I don't know how to be
What I wanted to be when I was five
Bike rides
Snow hikes and Christmas lights
Cuz I got it all
Got it all mistaken
For a meaningful life and a fun family vacation
Like when I used to ride roller coasters with my Dad
When a swimming pool in a hotel was a gift from God
Like, love, we're like a family
I don't know how to be
But at least I know that the world is spinning
When we're tangled in the bed sheets
And at least I know that my Mom is breathing
When we talk on the phone
And at least I know
That my house won't burn down
Or maybe it will
If I've been in love before
And I'm pretty sure I have
Down to the ground tomorrow
If I've been in love before
And I know that I have
Down to the ground tomorrow