It's my fault, it's about time I realized That every good thing that I have Is a great representation of the habits that I've formed And the people that I've thrown away Calm my nerves, pull myself back together With two hits of whatever I have Forming my cryptic brand of bullshit into rhymes for other people That I don't care about, cannot care about
I know that I wish that you'd say It's been a while now Since we made each other laugh since we made each other smile And that's not the point No that's not the point
There's this feeling that I get when I'm awake and haven't slept That maybe this time that I dreamt of all the pain And they're all begging me to stay but I swore that I would change My old self, my old ways And you said you'd find me years from now In a bar downtown, a new life you'd hope to fit it I guess it's true what you said that we couldn't be friends Once you left (but I still remember you lying naked in my bed)
I know that I wish that you'd say It's been a while now Since we made each other laugh since we made each other smile And that's not the point No that's not the point
It's been a while now, it's been a while now
Well I'm done feeling useless and making up excuses And feeling like I should be ashamed I don't have to give you reasons, it's my adult act of treason Against the kid I could have been, I should have been
I know that I wish that you'd say It's been a while now Since we made each other laugh since we made each other smile And that's not the point That's not the point