Promised forever that
would never come
It was a lesson that
I wished I'd never had to
learn If I could start again
I'd grow up broken and the
fix was in Like tiny weapons
those promises were poisonous
Wish I could start again
But you become the safest
place I could hide my words in
And I would understand you
Because you were perfect front
to back and I would fly my red flags
And you would understand them
I've carried it all
all of this way
I'm letting it go
and I beg you to stay
I've carried it all
if you walk away
No cushion to stall my
plummeting from your grace
My plummeting from your grace
But I've carried it all this way
I've carried it all this way
But I've carried it all this way
I've carried it all this way
I've carried it all
all of this way
The useless emotion
is the deadliest weight
I've carried it all
I've never complained
Afraid to admit the
enemy lives in me
Keep it cool now buddy
you'll be ok This is
the end of suffering
Keep it cool now buddy
make no mistake Your
assassin is on the way
Keep it cool now buddy
you'll be ok This is
the end of suffering
Keep it cool now buddy
make no mistake Your
assassin is on the way
I've carried it all
all of this way
I've carried it all
the deadliest weight
I've carried it all
a lifetime of pain
Words are bullets from a
liars face little tiny weapons
And I'm at war with the suffering
my assassin is coming
It's hard to find the
enemy with tiny weapons
underneath Assassin's face
looks just like me am I home?
It's hard to find the enemy
with tiny weapons under me
The assassin's face looks
just like me am I home?
I've got a liar in me and that
liar is armed to the teeth
I wished that I'd learn
but I'll never learn I've got
a liar in me and that liar is
controlling the wheel I wish
that he'd turn but he'll never turn
He's setting the fires
for me to put out
He's dark and he craves and
he's foaming at the mouth
He's on his way out He's kicking
and screaming and bleeds from
the mouth Choking on everything
falling apart He's on
his way on his way out
I'm letting it go
it pours out of me
It slashes and burns as
I just try to breathe
It's letting me go it burns
and it bleeds but I'm
holding the strength
The strength that you gave me
I've carried it all this way
I've carried it all this way
I've carried it all this way
I've carried it all this way
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But I gotta know at
the end of this road
Passed the disasters
and all of the holes
I gotta know when the
torture is through
That this bridge that
I'm buildings is
But I gotta know at
the end of this road
Passed the disasters
and all of the holes
I gotta know when the
torture is through
That this bridge that
I'm buildings is
bridge back to you