I'm so afraid of the future and my fate
The one that saved me once, but can I rely on it this much?
I’m living for the best but couldn’t it just be for a tragedy
Illuded by all these hopes and dreams that might never ever come to be
The things I’m searching for seem way too high
Will I ever be able to reach for these stars
I can’t stop the feeling that there isn’t much time
I can’t keep on waiting for my stupid prime
They say I’m ahead, but ahead what the heck?
If I can’t even get my head in all of this without an anxiety attack
Literally every time I think of these fantasies
Why can’t we stop time for once
And think about who we really want to be
I'm so afraid of the future and my fate
The one that saved me once, but can I rely on it this much?
I’m living for the best but couldn’t it just be for a tragedy
Illuded by all these hopes and dreams that might never ever come to be
The things I’m searching for seem way too high
Will I ever be able to reach for these stars
I can’t stop the feeling that there isn’t much time
I can’t keep on waiting for my stupid prime
I don’t want to see the light at the end of the tunnel
Just for it to be a fucking train coming