I like my cocaine
and I like my whiskey
I like to stay out all night long
play my songs
I've seen better days
The sun was shining on my back
now twilight is the only light
And the days just pass on
Through these bloodshot eyes
its hard to see the rain
And the wind blows into my skin
sends a chill into my veins
Chorus
Could you show me how to feel
Help me to remember, just who I am
I am tired of these things I've done and
Show me how to live
Help me to remember, just what I am
I am tired of this thing that I've become
verse 2
Now I see a cowboy
He rides up on a pale horse
He comes to see me in my dreams
He has no face at all
I wake up in a cold sweat
My hands are shaking
And I don't know just where I am
Or If I've just seen death
Blue eyes cry for me
But I don't give a damn
I just walk away from everything
Just like I just don't care
Chorus
Can't take back the life I've lived
Have I fallen too far
The only question in my mind
Is can I turn back now
Chorus