This morning I woke up fucking hating
this whole damn town and the sight of your house
Rigged up with insulin all flowing
I left without a sound
Just like I said I expect no apologies I've had a grip on our longevity
But I'm losing count as you add up doubts and challenge all that's said
I walked and walked and finally found it
When comfort's strong interest wears
No I ain't snapped no I ain't broken
I just don't think I care
I drew no response when asked if I come second best so I won't waste my time
on thoughts of loneliness
It'll be alright there's more to life than counting every end
Oh my god I tried
I tried
I tried
Oh I tried
But leaving now ain't got a thing to do with pride
You know you can't pretend when feelings end unless truth becomes denial
It's senseless to stay for convenience sake and time
Oh my god I tried
How I tried
How I tried
Oh I tried
But leaving now ain't got a thing to do with pride