Had a couple of drinks and I'm sort of high
All this pain inside I just holster mine
Riding round my city with a 45,
I'd done been inside the room, with a poltergeist
Seen friends turn foes, I done seen homies snitch
Seen someone lose their life
Cause he fucked his homie's bitch
Mess with the game ain't real
They don't understand all the pain I feel
I can't even sleep some nights, I done did so wrongs, just to pay my bills
I feel like I'm stuck for sure
I don't feel the love no more
Knowing that my soul's in a tug of war
I don't wanna be the man, that I was before
Built the house on a rock, just to cut my grass
I can always go home, even if I'm wrong, they still love my ass
You don't get no love, you don't get no pass
You don't get no money. let me hit my dash
Let me fuck my bitch, pump my shit
You could suck my dick, let me get my badge
Oh , (oh),I put my past in the past
Press my foot against the gas
Staring through a windshield crack
Oh no (oh no)
Imma push it to the max
Y'all ain't doing me like that
I ain't never looking back
No more (no more)
And Imma put it all on the line (on the line)
And if I lose it all, I'll be fine (fine)
Cause starting over is what I do
Baby this ain't nothing new
You can't tell me shit, I done seen it all
Sometimes we gotta take a stand
Please understand it's the sign of a man
With this palm full of pills
It stills sounds like I'm shaking dice in my hand
Wash em down with a shot of crown
People talk shit about you, when you're not around
When you're standing right there, not a sound
Then you look around the room and see a lot of clowns
Feel it coming over me
I'm so sick of these loyal fiends
It's funny how you see a couple G's
And make a motherfucker
Lose all his loyalty (lose all his loyalty), Man the show is over
I'm pissed off man you know I'm sober
Sick of all these fake ass, mother fucking friends
Like here have a smile and a Coca Cola (Coca cola)
I left the streets alone,
Cause I understood, that they were that cold
Like I was living in a house, filled with black mold
Or I was stuck in a mother fucking Black hole, and I was that cold
God gave me a chance and I made it out
Now I'm doing every mother fucking thing
That I ever sat down and I prayed about
Oh (oh), I put my past in the past
Press my foot against the gas
Staring through a windshield crack
Oh no (oh no)
Imma push it to the max
Y'all ain't doing me like that
I ain't never looking back
No more (no more)
And Imma put it all on the line (on the line)
And if I lose it all, I'll be fine (fine)
Cause starting over's what I do
Baby this ain't nothing new
You can't tell me shit, I done seen it all
I done seen it all
Ain't no sense in tryna to be the disloyal dog
Your own friends be the one, To extort ya
Caution to the wind cause they can't never snore on bosses
Thats the pits in the bendz, make 'em whore's from exhaustion
Put my prick in his bitch, depending on what the problems is
Never quit, let 'em snitch, throw fits, I ignore the flaws
You hold bricks don't quit when your doors get knocked in, Huh
Still I want to leave my old ways, most days get caught up in my old ways
Gonna change, they been feeding me the propane
I roll strange and I lose it in this old maze
Well please no pity for me got the soul of a g wood
And change how I'm feelin'
And places I've been, cause these lessons are blessins
I'm livin' the dream, confessin' my profession talkin' a dream
You wallow my testicle you roll with the team
I'm coping from stress but with pain in my knee's, it's all in the past
And thats what I'm gonna need,
Fill up my gas until it toasted my seed, huh, so this what it is
Last chance, there's no make up from this
Cause once I move on before I really forget it
And I'm starting from scratch with willingness to get it
Oh (oh), I put my past in the past
Press my foot against the gas
Staring through a windshield crack
Oh no (oh no)
Imma push it to the max
Y'all ain't doing me like that
I ain't never looking back
No more (no more)
And Imma put it all on the line (line)
And if I lose it all
I'll be fine (fine)
Cause starting over's what I do
Baby this ain't nothing new
You can't tell me shit
I done seen it all