Tulips by my bedside
Petals open up
Until they fall
Californian night sky
No I can't see
The stars at all
Losing my grip, understand you
Left with my world in your hands too
I can't believe that I had you
Finding myself isn't easy
Living with phantom feelings
Dying to be my own friend
But I am my worst enemy
It's okay, I'll get over it
Like I do, like I always did
It's okay, I'll get over it
Like I do, like I always did
And I'm a ghost
Trying to live for the most
Swimming through the motions
Drowning emotions
Holdin' my breath just to really feel something
And I'm a ghost
Not a vessel with a soul
I'm a shadow, a memory
Haunting my enemies
(That's pretty accurate)
Losing my grip, understand you
Left with my world in your hands too
I can't believe that I had you
Finding myself isn't easy
Living with phantom feelings
Dying to be my own friend
But I am my worst enemy
It's okay, I'll get over it
Like I do, like I always did
It's okay, I'll get over it
Like I do, like I always did
(Phantom feelings)
(Phantom feelings)