One day I'll find relief
I'll be arrived
And I'll be a friend to my friends who know how to be friends
One day I'll be at peace
I'll be enlightened
And I'll be married with children and maybe adopt
One day I will be healled
I will gather my wounds forge the end of tragic comedy
I have been running so sweaty my whole life urgent for a finish line
I have been missing the rapture this whole time, of being forever incomplete
One day my mind will retreat
And I'll know god
Ever unfolding
Ever expanding
Ever adventurous
And torturous
But never done
One day I will speak freely