I think you think I'm someone else.
Maybe it's me, I haven't been myself
and this is only a cry for help.
You said "watch me fade away".
She's cleaning out the closets,
because there's not much more to keep.
Well I am laying on the bathroom floor,
I choke myself to sleep.
You can not explain to someone,
who will never understand.
Because I just jumped out your window
and I can not wait til I land.
I need to stop playing out relationships
inside of my head.
Because every one of my memories is filled with shit
you never even said.
And I fell in love with a girl
who I will never see again.
It makes me sad in my head
to think how happy we could have been.
And now it's hard to sing along
when you never knew the words,
'cause I swear you're talking lies
and you could swear that I misheard.
And now the ship, it's going down
and I am not sure what to think.
Well I am going back to bed,
'cause I refuse to watch her sink.
We'll buy balloons, we'll let them go.
When I get back, I'll let you know
that everything will be the same.
You can't deny what you can't change.
And if you're happy, well then you're happy.
We could leave it all at that.
Pretend you're happy and I'll be happy.
Then I'll try to make it back.
Now she's cleaning out the closets,
because there's not much more to keep.
Well, I am laying on the bathroom floor,
I choke myself to sleep.
You can not explain to someone,
who will never understand.
Because I just jumped out your window
and I cannot wait till I land.
And now the ship, it's going down
and I am not sure what to think.
Well I am going back to bed
'cause I refuse, I refuse, to watch her sink.