If I'm to die before I reach you
Please know I'm meant to love you till I did
If I'm to slip beneath a train meant to take me
Know that I believe that it was worth it
Tell my friends goodbye, tell my almost ex-wife
That I loved her and left her too soon
Oh I hope to be holding you soon
Who knows what happens if I leave my room
Oh I'm scared that you'll know what to do
If I'm to die before you
If i'm to die before I hold you
Know my arms were the worst off for it
If i'm set upon dried from my room as I write
You won't be my last thought before I quit
Give my family love I would watch from above
But I fear there is nothing but sleep
Oh I hope to be seeing you soon
Don't know what's out there, more fear I assume
Oh i'm scared that you'll know what to do
If i'm to die before you
And if i'm to die before we spend a soft day
Know my final thoughts will be of regret
If i'm to drown in the deep sea that parts us
I once lived and loved, don't forget
Give my paintings to Alice, tell all my good friends
That I didn't dare earn their respect
Oh I hope to be seeing you soon
I don't know what happens if I leave my room
Oh I'm scared that you'll know what to do
If I'm to die before you
If I'm to die before you