Letra Hardest Part

I'm so tired of not feeling anything
So tired of feeling so empty
Where did everything go as wrong
As wrong, as wrong as I've always
Been treated before?
When all I ever really wanted
Was to love and be loved in return
But now I've lost my key and now
I can't let anyone in
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But every key that I find it don't fit
And this house is so full and messy
This house i call my head
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But letting you in it's the hardest part
You say 'babe, I want you so'
I say 'I'm so sorry, so sorry
But I gotta let you go'
God, I hate to say this to you
But I think, i think it's best if
We stay apart
So run, run, run, run, run, run
While you can cause I hurt
Everything that crosses my path
It's just who I am
And now I've lost my key
And now I can't let anyone in
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But every key that I find it don't fit
And this house is so full and messy
This house I call my head
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But letting you in it's the hardest part
Letting you in it's the hardest part
Letting you in it's the hardest part
The hardest part
Oh I know deep down I want you so cause
I dream of us on the beach, sand in
Our toes
Dancing around the early hours of the
Morning, hand in hand, softly slowly
Falling in love, with you
But now I've lost my key
And now I can't let anyone in
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But every key that I find it don't fit
And this house is so full and messy
This house I call my head
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But letting you in it's the hardest part