I met God, just for a minute
Sat in His house, took a look around, and saw I didn't fit in
I tried love, gave me something to believe in
Planning futures from the start, giving pieces of my heart
Just to end up leaving
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
Will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending
That my skin isn't crawling, my demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
I got high, you name it, I've tried it
Sure, I'm sober now and everybody's proud, but I miss my vices
And I tried to be your hero, I lent you my voice
I was your poster child, it was working for a while, but it didn't fill the void
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
Will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending
That my skin isn't crawling, my demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy, find my happy ending?
Woah-oh, woah-oh, woah-oh find my happy ending
Woah-oh, woah-oh, woah-oh, trying to find my happy ending