It's getting harder to decide
Which way I should go
It's always said but understated
Just how hard it can be
I've seen this road before,
and it's so hard to believe
They never said it was going to be easy
But I didn't know just how hard it would be
I go round and round, I'm lost and found
Never happy in the middle, gotta be up or down
Self destruction's kinda dumb,
But if you do it well
It's all a part of understanding
just how strange life can be
Living a lie becomes so easy
but now I just want to be free
I feel inside out, never thought I'd doubt
my ability to work it all out
Going round