I wanna wake up sober, see what the sunrise means to me
'Cause I've been getting colder and nothing means anything
I wanna'really hold ya and feel the groundbeneath my feet
'Cause when it's all all over, don't wanna miss anything
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I'm putting out cigarettes on my bed
Only friends never up in my head
When you hit bottom only place to go is up
When I found me I was smiling
And through the crying I finally feel good
When I broke free from the old me
I was singing "I finally feel good"
I was gettin' closer but I was gettin' in my way
We're only gettin' older, I keep on making the same mistakes
Self-inflicted torture, it no longer gets me high
And finally I want to follow my own lullaby
Pre-Chorus
Trying to remember what my mother said
Middle finger up to my twisted head
When you hit bottom, only place to go is up
When I found me I was smiling
And through the crying I finally feel good
When I broke free from the old me
I was singing "I finally feel good"
Oh, oh (Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah) to be in my own skin
(Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah) it finally feels like home, yeah
(Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah) i can't tell if myself, yeah
(Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah) you don't have to be alone
When I found me I was smiling
And through the crying I finally feel good
When I broke free from the old me
I was singing "I finally feel good"
(Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah)
(Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah)
(Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah)
(Ha-ah-ah, ha-ah-ah)