I know that he loves me as I watch him leave
I?d do anything at all to hear his voice call me
But now there?s a shadow where once stood a beam
He?s searching for colour in a sepia scene
And the cold wind blows like my grip on a string
That I held so close now he?s not listening, he?s not listening
But I can go out there, I can be someone else
We all have the power to do this shit to ourselves
But in the quiet times, where nobody can see
I?m letting my thoughts get bigger than me
And the cold wind blows and the spring never came
And I feel so sick if I hear his name
Oh how he left me cause we went too far
I looked at my body, I learnt how to drive a car
I had my family and I had my friends
But oh, how I wanted to be with him again
And I know he?s somewhere that he wants to be
And I only wish he wanted that with me
But I can run further than I could before
And I can laugh louder, I can dance ?til I?m sore
Then in the morning, I can do it again
I just have to keep moving, don?t ever stop moving
And all of this envy and all of this fear
Will just be a memory of this shitty year
And I?m so much older than I want to be
But there?s so much more if I take it easy
(Humming)