I've been doing fine wasting my time
all spent thinking of words to rhyme
I don't know what to feel no idea what's real
staring blankly at horizons with emotions to kill
I've been doing what I can to, suppress these emotions
I find my mind simply going through the motions
I was happy but I faked it, distracting while it lasted
Can't find any reason to alter my conclusions
That I don't belong
Merely a tresspasser I am the outsider
Can't find my way, nothing to say
No reason to be closer, I'm just an outsider
Trying to find my place, still can't find a trace
have I always been wrong through all those days
I've got nothing to hide, I always speak my mind
but I feel like I'm in the wrong this time
So I bottle it up keeping my mouth shut to not draw attention
keeping silent of my thoughts not a single word of mention
I was happy I meant it, I hope I believed it
Still can't find any reason to alter my conclusions
That I don't belong
Merely a tresspasser I am the outsider
Yet I might be wrong
but I've always been a loner, for as long as I can remember
Can't find my way, nothing to say
How's this any better? I'm still an outsider
Maybe something changed, 'cos I refuse to believe that it was all just an illusion
All the memories made, I won't let them get tainted by my realizations
Now that it's all clear, I know I don't belong here
What was there before have faded, no idea how it lasted
Soon will be goodbye, to stay would be a lie
but I'm still just an outsider, so what choice do I have in the matter.
cause now I don't belong
Merely a tresspasser I am the outsider
Yet I might be wrong
but I've always been a loner, for as long as I can remember
because I don't belong
Merely a tresspasser I am the outsider
Yet I might be wrong
I wish I can reconsider, the ties I have to sever
Can't find my way, nothing to say
I won't be any longer, I'm just an outsider
Maybe it's for the better, this song is my farewell letter (end)